This will be probably my third time covering a topic like this, but this is intended to be the last one.
Over time I have realized that this is one of those kinds of scenarios where a lot of people with GAD or
ADHD or whatever condition revolving around anxiety don't usually get time to experess themselves and their
feelings. Here, I am going to just take a retrospective about everything I have talked about in relation
to anxiety. You see, I started this discussion when I created my 2nd Project for CMWEB110, and it was about
mental health issues in general, so then I decided for CMWEB220 to focus on making a page that references
anxiety and GAD specifically, especially when we consider that we were viewing it from my perspective and how
I tried to cope with it. Unfortunately, most of the methods I tried have not really worked the way I hoped, and
as a result, it caused me to fall into a bit of a rut because of it, as I was starting to feel like I could never
escape this anxious loop, and maybe still can't to this day. However, I did notice that going to do things with
people I love, such as hanging out or running errands helps me calm down and relax in some ways because I feel
more secure when I am with other people, versus being alone, which is why I might want to consider more physical
jobs that get me out of the house. The last things I want to state about why I talk about this so much is because
I don't want to leave life with any secrets about how I feel, so think of this as part of my memoirs and explanation
for why I seem to be so "eccentric" compared to many others, because I find struggles in everyday tasks because
I get instrusive thoughts which tend to panic me so much I can't focus, so I hope this helps you understand more
about me.
I've thought about it, and this website will be like a time capsule. The more time will pass, the more this
will help people learn of my existance. I hope that this work will be archived so that people will know about
me. I also am in the process of writing an autobiography, and all of this concept of preservation has a theme.
The theme is my anxiety of being forgotten, along with leaving a bad impression on my time on earth, so I want
to try and clue people in to what my life was like so I can leave the world as an honest man, all of which ties
to my anxiety. I have many woes that I feel, and a few dreams that I've always wanted to aspire, like being
a real-life hero or something is my biggest dream for example,
as unrealistic or as stupid as that
might sound to people, but hence why I made a "Heores Wiki" article entry on my Dillipedia
biography page, which can be found at the Index Page, below
my LinkedIn Page where it says "Dillon Kupferschmid." That is what I wanted to share with you on this
page today, my goals, my anxieties, and my life.
In Conclusion...
To end this discussion, I want to state why this is one of my most focused-on topics. The reason
is because anxiety is a personal tribulation to me, and I want people to know what I deal with on a
day to day basis. Sometimes it is important to at least give people some kind of explanation on why
we do the things we do for a pyscho-analytical perspective on human cognition. This is one of those
moments where I try to explain because I want people to know, but I also don't want to sound overdramatic
or get carried away with my explanations. So I hope this sheds more light on Dillon Kupferschmid, and I
thank you for reading and taking the time to understand.
